School starts tomorrow. I need to go to sleep. So naturally, what happens? I end up still awake at 1:52 AM watching the Oxygen movie, trying to resist the urge to have another frozen Twinkie, and blogging...
It's been a strange summer. Awesome and heart-breaking and everything in between. I'm a senior. Again. How did this happen? Sometimes I just feel like I should have more to show for it. Ugh. School will be good for me. I need to occupy my mind with other things besides all my many ridiculous self-induced worries and insecurities. I usually try to suffer in silence and not bother anyone with my difficulties until I've figured out some sort of solution. I have no solutions as of late, and maybe suffering in silence is dumb...
I want to be better. Or be someone else who's got it figured out a little more than I do. No one likes a downer! Haha.
I want to just get out of my own way and be better.
5 Responses to when you're dreaming with a broken heart
I've totally been blog stalking you. but now you actually know! holy - john mayer is a genius! right when i saw your blog title, I got all sorts of excited. haha! good luck with school!! you are so talented, it's unreal!
Allie, it'll all work out. You're great! Don't ever forget that. I've always thought you were great. (I, like Kayla, have been blog stalking you for some time. Thanks for all your great posts!)
i always do that! when i need to sleep the most i stay up all night just thinking, making lists, and pretty much going mad.
it all works out! no worries!
I hear you girl. You are wonderful. Life is big and hard and scarier than I thought it was, too, but we're making it. This is good.
Don't come sleep over at our house, you won't get anymore sleep.. kidding, it's not all that bad. Well, you know the Drew's are always here for you, we love you so much it's almost sick. I'm so proud of you that you are a senior, I think it's amazing! Way to go!
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